Disclaimer: This is not my original letter.
Hey there, stranger.
It’s been a very
long time, which I’m sure you’re aware of. I’d like to say that it was my
decision alone to keep this distance, but I think we both know it was for the
best. I’d like to say that I’m glad you are well, but as we both know I have
absolutely no idea how you are. The one thing that can definitely be said is that when we cut ties, we leave no strand behind, but slice
right through until we no longer remember how to find each other. It’s amazing
to think that once we were inseparable, the best of friends.
knew me inside and out, and I, you. We were there for each other in the best of
times and through the most difficult of times. We definitely managed to put
each other through hell on occasion, but when support was needed the most,
support was given. Until, of course, that final day. I sometimes find myself
wondering why we couldn’t stay in touch. Would it be so bad if we got together
for coffee from time to time? Or if we gave each other a ring to see how the
other was doing?
the phone to make calls has become archaic, but surely we could send a text to
wish each other a happy birthday? Or a happy New Year? I mean, we’ve been
through so much. You are a part of my life and there is nothing I can do to
ever change that.
can’t be forgotten because forgetting you would be like forgetting myself —
impossible. But then again, maybe you are right. Maybe we are better off as far
apart as possible. We know we aren’t right for each other. We know it would
never work, and we know the friendship we have — we had — created a bond that
would make slipping back into romance too easy. It would make repeating the
same mistakes too likely, repeating the same heartbreak certain. That’s what it
really comes down to: It’s not my heart that I’m worried about, but yours.
Breaking my own heart would be my responsibility to bear, but I can’t once
again be responsible for breaking yours.
all that I can do is wish you the best. Wish you a great, bright, loving
future. Wish you to find the lover of your dreams and to create a lifetime of
your fantasies. I wish for you to find a friend as great as me, but a much
better partner. One who won’t drag you through the mud. One who you won’t feel
the need to bury with guilt. I wish you all the best and although you will
never read this, although we will never speak to each other again, and although
you are out of my life forever, I wish you nothing short of happiness.
Never Again to be Yours,
Your Lost Best Friend